In love with life

I only see darkness ahead

She sees potential in life

My mind, my agonizing thoughts,

What do i do with this fear.

I'm alone, I'm lost

Slowly decaying.

She told me once,

She doesn't believe in love.

When i see her eyes, it's true

She's only in love with life

I'm shackled, I'm bound,

To this dark hole; I can't run.

I need help, I want to trust,

But left and right, liars hum.

She observes, her lips always sealed,

To make her laugh is a bliss.

Her eyes shining, always observing,

Body recoiling at the slightest touch.

When she's here, she heals,

Temporary, but significant.

To care for her, i'd have a purpose,

But life doesn't seem to want it that way.

You see,

she's in love with nature,

she's in love with the world,

she's in love with life.

She is life.

I'm in love with her.

A suicidal soul smitten with life.